Finally, I have decided to begin my journey to building a career for myself, to make me feel more fulfilled and to be able to contribute financially to our little family.
I knew it would be tough to even decide what I could possibly do, but I never realized just how tough it would be when you don't really have the support you REALLY need.
I wanted to be excited and get stuck in, but I'm finding that when there are so many doubts at the back of your mind - time issues, time management issues, kids, no confidence in yourself that you can do it, disruption to normal day-to-day routines - it's pretty hard! I haven't studied or been in the workforce since my first baby (who is almost 13) was one and a half. O_O
But I guess there will always be hurdles and I know I just have to keep jumping as high as I can.
Anyway, this was just a short note, I have so much on my mind, I just wanted to air a little bit of my stress.
I would love to know how people get past all these insecurities.